yawns~the time is passing so slow and blame me for finishing my work so early huh?*smug*
Absolutely cant wait for Saturday to crawl by..or maybe Friday 5.30pm la.
Sigh..as Yng and I are now chatting over MSN,(thank god at least I still have that and Grace is not here today)we were talking about our dream houses.
Simon kinda "propose" to her and took actions to start the future already.
That is sweet but if Jason did the same thing to me,I probably laugh it off.Ha.I bet he will laugh too.Coz at the stage that we are at now,it only seem that we are still so "new".Although we have been together for a year and a half.
But often it doesnt seem or feel that long to me.I guess it isnt a bad thing after all.
Future....
My ideal marraige age is 23-24.It may seem early for most SG gals here but it seems only right if I wanna realise my plan as a young mummy.
But that is only like 3-4 years from now,I dunno how things may change..but looking at how my life is now,3-4 years seem too short for things to be ready.
I mean..would my mentality change to be ready to settle down in 3-4 years time?
I dunno if I were to look and think things from NOW,right where I am.
Coz settling down with the guy you choose is a big matter afterall.Though it is the eventual stage that most pple would go through,but I figure it did need alot of courage as well.
All may seem so sweet from the thought of that,but realistically speaking..I guess it aint that easy.
Look..settle down with another person.Living eternally(well..lets take it from the optimistic view) with another person,having kids and becoming a parent youself.
This may also mean that you are saying goodbye to your family,your own lifestyle that you are so used to for the past at least 20 years and so on.
It does seem abit scary for me from here,especially when I am such a homely type of gal.
I am the type that would feel very bad when I choose to go out too often or on Sundays when my father is at home,the type that feels bad when I am not home for dinner very often.(Although my family never dine together) etc.
Oh darn..I just realised that my elder brother's bday is coming soon.Although I may not have a close relationship with my elder brother but I guess I do ought to get something.
Maybe a wallet?His sucks.
Come to think of it,how come the three guys who are in my life have a wallet that sucks.With an exception of my father who doesnt own one;p
I am so full now and I dunno how much I have contribute to Jollybean this week already.I dunno why I cant resist their pearly milk,although it is just soya milk?Damn..Jollybean,why are you so near me?
I dare not sit down now and dont feel very comfortable sitting down.But it aches to type standing up.-_-
This is gonna be a long blog if I were to keep typing...might as well sit and blog my time till 5.30pm.Then gotta go for tuition.That JH is pathetic!With his standards,I dunno how is he able to go to EM2.I hope his parents dont kill me den.It is not too much of my fault,I tried my best..Ithink.
Or I am not a gd teacher.MOE would perish with a teacher like me.
Lemme think of a way to doodle my time away tml till KO.
Oh...whatever.
My worklife seems pathetic too.
Office workers like us are so ..cooped up.So lifeless,so unhealthy,so fat,so bleak,and most of us are underpaid and get supervised or have to work with Induhviduals.
To refresh your memory,Induhvidual = Idiot.
So I would very much be happy to go back to school.
Of coz you wont see me in places like SIM etc.
First I dont have the money.
Second I dont think I am interested in any of those biz courses again.
And those courses would only take me back to the cubicles.
So (again) NIE would be my one last alternative.
Really I would be glad to go and teach or just work in schools.(I think)
And it is not cubicle.
You dont grow fat easily,only grow old.haha.
And still teachers' pay is good.
And as a teacher,you are in charge.
Getting scold and scolding pple are 2 diff feelings.Although the latter means more boiled cells but I think you would still prefer the latter anytime,right?
Right.
Dear..if you are reading this,perhaps you would like to advise me a thing or two?Or maybe lemme know what you think about it although I know you would give support in any decision I make.Well...almost la.
(Am i really gonna blog till 5.30pm?)-,-"
Ok,let's nickname my workplace.
If you read Dilbert,you would know these characters.
Dilbert,Dogbert,Ratbert.Dino,Catbert and of coz other humans character which I find not very relevant to mention here.
Last time I said Grace kinda looks like Dogbert,ok she is Dogbert from now on.
Catbert in the comic is the evil HR director.
My own manager although isnt evil but shall now be bestowed the nick of Catbert.Who ask he is the manager.
Ratbert is a dumb brainless useless character.Not much harm but can be a nuisance sometimess.So William suits the character best.
Eunice(for some reason aint as hostile to me today but I dont care~) is Dino.Now that is the one of those tht is mentioned rarely in the comics,equally dumb as well.
As for Edna,I find no role that suits her as yet.Maybe I havent read enough but I have got only 3 digests at home.
Who am I?I dont wanna be Dilbert nor anyone in the comic.So be it.
Ok..lemme sit down and rest abit...Feels better(and fatter)
Hmm..If I can...I dont wanna teach JH anymore and find some other kid,perhaps nearer to me.Haha.I have nothing against that boy but sometimes he really drove me to the wall.Although sometimes he can be a angel.
Actually I do think he isnt that "stupid" but I guess alot of things he doesnt understands and he is very lazy.
About the lazy part I cant do anything but be really strict.But after so many months,nothing much changes.
Sigh.
What else...
I am so bored,with a captial B!
Sigh..finding something else to do la.
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